by Maria on August 4, 2009
in Joey
I love him. I absolutely love him.
I was just overwhelmed with how much I do when he returned to me.
I had no idea I missed him as much as I did.
I forgot his presence, how just being around him made the world seemed brighter.
He held me, and he squeezed me, he kissed me and stared at me and smiled wide and full.
I ran my fingers through his soft hair and studied his tired blue eyes.
I came harder than I knew was humanly possible.
I told him I missed him a million times.
Not enough.
I’m happy that he’s home.
On Thursday I had surgery to remove a cyst from my urethra. Not fun. Surgery went fine, I was in and out and don’t really remember much at all since I was given two types of anesthesia. My best friend took me to the hospital and brought me home and then mi novio picked me up and we went back to his house. The girls were with their dad.
He let me stay in bed the entire time and he stayed with me. We snuggled and ate and played video games and watched television. He made cardboard love pieces and we tumbl’d and twittered. I bonded with his cat Jadis, who fell madly in love with me and I him.
He took good care of me, and although I had a catheter in me and had to tote around a bag of my own urine, the weekend was perfect. Joey makes me feel good. That’s just the only way to describe it. I felt good, all weekend. I’ve only been home a few hours and I already miss him so much. He’s my love. (:





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Listening to: Modest Mouse – Ocean Breathes Salty
I really have no idea what it is but I fall madly in love with every attractive gay man I see. When I first heard Sam Sparro I was like “Oh be still my heart! This is great! Is he gay? He sounds gay…” and low and behold yes, yes he is. Gay as gay can be. And I’m in love with him.

Beautiful gay boys are my weakness and my friends know it – one of them sent me this photo today, knowing I’d be smitten:

Gay men in love are cuter than hetero couples in love – it’s just a fact.




^^That last picture is probably my favorite of all the photos I’ve ever seen on the internet.