Things I have learned about me, that maybe you should know:

by Maria on October 12, 2009

in Thoughts and Debacles

  1. I am like a bomb when I’m angry. Cut the right wire and almost instantly, everything is fine. Cut the wrong one and just as instantly, shit will blow up. Also, sometimes there’s more than one wire. I’m pretty easy to diffuse, but you have to take care and basically know exactly what you’re doing because if you just wing it, there’s a hell of a price to pay for making it any worse.
  2. I am made up almost entirely of contradictions. It stems from being overly introspective. I’m constantly analyzing myself and my decisions. Pair this with a penchant for honesty and the tendency to reveal more information than needed and you get someone that is seemingly unable to make up their mind. I believe that all it really is that I am just as likely to take you with me on my journey of self realization and personal responsibility as I am to go on it alone, inside.
  3. So, I change my mind quite often.
  4. I do not like to be wrong, but I’m usually quite fine with admitting I wasn’t right.
  5. I hate when people try to figure me out. It’s impossible.
  6. I hate it even more when people find out that you have some semblance of a diagnosable mental condition and begin to completely discredit all of your feelings and actions that they don’t approve of or understand by saying that it’s the crazy in you, not really you.
  7. I will trust almost anyone with my life but I trust no one with my bare secrets.
  8. I take my life and health for granted because I’m not afraid of dying.
  9. I am just as easy to please as I am hard to.
  10. I believe I feel more intensely than other people because fewer things cause me to actually feel anything. My emotion is heavily concentrated.

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1 April October 12, 2009 at 5:39 pm

I’m not afraid of dying, either. But I am afraid of leaving my kids before they’re ready.

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2 crys October 13, 2009 at 3:55 am

1.I’m amazed we have been friends this long and I haven t set the bomb off. Well not that I know of. Lol 2. That is so you. 5. I gave up on that years ago! :) 8. One thing I don’t like! 10. That’s true and I like that about you. I love you because you are different. And yes I know I broke that down too much! Lol

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3 Sybil Law October 13, 2009 at 6:16 pm

No wonder I love you so much! I could’ve written this… most of it, anyway. Only not as well as you. And if I actually blogged anymore.
:D

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